Hey HK, Can you join this site called -help.com- Im on it as Unendurable and really need friends on it! Please!

Whats wrong you seem more mature now?(lol) Are yuo forgetting us and MDD!

Sid

yeah I can see you and I have some common stuff, except that I don't do "non-taxable" drugs. Not that I care for the ones who do, though.

Have a good one.

Mark.

Hey it sidlife ive changed. read my entry abt dut teacher i need advice its so nice to hear from you! good going on the advice now give me some!

sid

Hey hows it going! Well if your wondering who it is its, "sidslife"! if you remember me, i've made a new diary because my best mate and my noisy sisters read through my other and told everyone about it and what was written in ti! So i notice that you've hardly been on here aswell! Well i came on here last week and ti seemed as though you aint been on here for a long time! Is everything okay?

Okay i'll speak to you later, bye! Sid

Hey! Welcome back! Sorry about your friends...I know thats really hard to deal with =[. I also totally understand the friends going into the army thing. One of my closest friends who is a year older than me joined the marines last year and was recently shipped off to Iraq. It makes me so sad to think about him out there but that's what he wanted to do so I support him. Hope all else is well with you.
<3 cate

hey! how are you? we haven't chatted in so long!
but she looks like a great girl! good luck!
<3 cate

awwe, your girlfriend's so pretty. :]]

&&thank you so much!! haha, yeah, it means something else in english too...lol. xDD thanks for all the support too. yepp, marc && i are still together. :]]

hope you're doing well~~

tellmexwherexarexyou<33

im not talkin....u dint even bother 2 say hi....!!wel...neways.....glad val nd daliana r leavin u alone.....nd yea....keysha's cute...nd .uuuummmm.....i tnk u actually like her...u noe...lik reallyy.....cuz u hvnt kissed her yet nd u dont een feel like hurryin up...!!!.

<333

P.S.im still not talkin.....lol

yea wel...glad u had a nice tym.......cant believe ur riting after so long.....i was wonderin wat had happened..!!!!..neways...i rote a lotta stuff in da past few days...lol....neways...glad u finally decided who u wanted 2 be wit...lol

<33333

xxnottyxxangelxx

Why do you feel like you need some reassurance?  Why can't you just trust someone?

don't worry about the "flat" thing...i've come to the point where i just admit i'm flat. bahaha. :]

i do always miss marc, don't i? O.o i never notice these things when i type them, but i guess you're right. lol.

thanks for the commentt, as always. :DD

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

yea well read it weneva u hv da tym

nd yea wen i ask u to stop weed don tink dat im sum crazy older person whos counsellin u cuz im actually younger den u nd no offense dude but i just cant see anoder  life gettin messed up cuzza weed....plzzzz stop ......temme 1 reason y u cant(a good one)

neways ttyl

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

xxnottyxxangelxx

yea well...firs of all i realised i wsnt dat mad(i filed in a new entry)

nd well jus tell ur crazy stalker girl 2 buzz off man(unless u like da attention)  jkin..!!!

nd yea i wanted 2 ask u 1 mo thing...hv u stopped weed???cuz i see no mention f it on ur last few entries...if u hv den its gr8!!if u hvnt den....plzz do soon..!!

neways ttyl

xoxoxoxoxoxox

nottyangel

Why does it matter if a girl is flat chested or not?

I am far from not but if someone dated me just for that, I would be pissed.

Why don't you just wait and see who you like more?

i'm flat too, actually... :|

lol, nahh, i don't care or anything. lol. ouch!! you alright after that fall? that sounds really painful !

i hope you're doing well~~

&&thankyou ! :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

hey.....do put ever1s pic hre...id like to see wat exactly u mean by flat chested:P....

neways yea....i guess my diary's not as long as ur(not even close) cuz mebbe mah life isnt dat interestin..nd i certainly don rite down who i plan 2 go  out wit...cuz im rite nw wid jus 1 guy...lol...

nd also im confused...is valeria da crazy stalker gal or is it sum1 else...

neways...reply soon

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

P.S. u shud go to sleep now

nottyangel

well sounds like an interesting day....

at least you found 20 bucks!!

i don't like your sister. >:| rawrr.

i read last entry too. i really hope things get better for you soon!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

wel....dats cool but u noe try 2 get rid of all dat anger.....u cn go punch sum1...dat wud definitely help...lol!!!

<33

wow, sorry to hear your sister is a bitch.

I have 2 younger sisters

3 younger brothers and 1 older brother.

My older bro and my youngest sister and my 1st youngest bro *if it makes any sense* got eachother into trouble, but nothing like that.

Good that you wouldn't hit a girl and good you didn't do the bet.

So I hope everything goes well for you!

Later!

aaahhhhh that sux.
u just need to be careful wit that kind of sh*t.
i get want u mean...
but PLEASE dont being using girls like that.
that really bugs me... sorry.
well... u get over it eventually.
i guess u could apologize for kinda using her
and see if she apologizes...
idk... i've been used for sex, but i've never used anyone...
good luck wit it
and i dont need more ppl knowin about the spiny chair...

byebye. ttyl. peace. luvs. katie.

no, don't do something that can hurt a girl's feelings

that is just horrible

at least this is my opinion

do what you want

omg i'm sooo sorry i should have known...gahh. i'm so stupid. i hope you forgive me. DD:

&&yeyy, i'm glad then!! one of your readers [[i forget who]] made some entry that said that they thought you were leaving so i freaked out. xDD i'm really glad you're staying though!!

&&thankyou ! :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

no.

im sorry but that is really mean. if a girl did that to you and you liked her and found out how would you feel?

so its up to you though just remember you could be hurting some really nice people in the process

Thanks for the comment :D

If these girls think you're all these wonderful cool things...

then it shouldn't be hard for you.

But then again,

finding that someone isn't always easy.

It takes time.

In the end that person will come out right from under your nose.

But for girls, you gotta be romantic throughout the whole relationship,

don't go cheating or anything or talk about another girl.

Treat her with respect,

compliment her,

I really don't know there's like a whole book of what to do and what not to do lol

I GOT YOU THINKING, MY WORK IS DONE.

PEACE BE WITH YOU!

yea totally.
well... i have alot of scars on my arms and legs from being stoopid
and i used to b kinda self-destructive
they r mostly burns and cuts

the one on my hip is from soccer
but i dont remember how it happened...
i think i was bleeding alot though... dont remember dont know

blah..

yess, i do, it just shocked me how the guy i used to like popped back into my head that one night...thanks for your comment though. :]

wahh, are you leavingg? :[ i'm gonna miss you Lee!! DD:

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

ahh, thanks. :] i spend wayy too much time on mdd. lol. :DD

i hope you're doing well~~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

ohh, that sucks how they've found you. i've had that almost happen to me a few times. D: good luckk

&&i don't think i've heard it before, but i'll check it out sometime if i have the chance. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

hey how u doin?
well... obviously not all that great...
but in your head?
yea wit valeria that just seems like something you need to forget
dont waste your time wit her
yea black friday was crazy
and i slept 5 hours
fun fun
alrite later

byebye.ttyl. peace. luvs. katie.

i agree with delerium, i don't think you were hard on her.

&&thankyou !

i really hope things get better for you soon~~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

hey...sry ur thanxgiving sucked......nd yea.....afta wat ur sis said i dont tink u wer 2 hard on her.....bu im sure she rlly cares bou u......nd yea......u rlly shudnt smoke weed...plzz try 2 stop....oh yea....i don noe if u rememba bu u hd given me sum advice wen i ws sad bou me nd mah boyfrnd...wel...umm...i told mah bst frnd dat i thot he wanted 2 brk up wid me nd she told him....nd den he said i ws a dumbass.....wel..i guess dats rude bu it kinda made me feel gd cuz i realised dat he did like me afta all!!!!lol..                        neways...im rlly sry abou ur thnxgiving...i hope u get ur stuff back !!!!                                                   nottyangel  <333

I'm glad I don't have siblings.

But it doesn't sound like you were too hard on Julia. I mean, you can't just let people treat you like crap all the time. You have to push back sometimes.

i'm sorry about your thanksgiving. i hope things get better for you soon. :[

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

ooo that sux leaving your stuff at your dad's...
yea it was fun yesterday, no regrets
it just sooo.... AUGH
and i dont really like thanksgiving... BLAH
alrite later

byebye. ttyl. peace. luvs. katie.

i'm sorry about valeria...i went through something a lot like that with a guy named matt. &&i wish you luck with your list!! i hope things get better for you soon!! <3

&&i love dorks...lol. i'm a dork myself. xDD

&&awwee! thank you so much!! don't worry, i used to say the same thing...just stay strong and keep waiting:: you'll find the right girl in time. i promisee. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

good list. i wish i had the courage to do wat i know i need to do.
i'm srry about valeria. girls are bitches huh? ;D

damn i wanna party. well i kinda will b later.

do u have MSN or AIM? we could chat, cuz i dont have myspace...

byebye. ttyl. peace. luvs. katie.

cool hair. :]

&&thank you for the supportt. :D

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

You are cute...when you aren't stoned...no offense!
<3 calista

wow i looks like im trying to show of these girls, but no im not, its just something i put together really fast... sorry

lol, don't worry, it's not gay. :]

&&we never use our lockers at my school because they're too damn small. lol. you know, i actually want a uniform...idk why, they just seem cool. lmfao. xDD can't wait for pics!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

man that sux.
i know wat u dealing with though
seriously... i agree wit u
dont let mare in on it

lol. well, you sound like the perfect guy to me, according to them. :]

&&no, it's actually the exact opposite. the last guy i liked is trying to get back into my life again and he's terrorizing my friends again. thank you for caring though<3

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

no es una maravillla. puede causar tanta dano a tu vida. It will hurt you. dont become an addict.

wow yu sound lyk perfect from wot all those girls av sed..

.. if only there were more guys lyk yuu.. well done mayt! xx

hey....thmx fer da advice...im gnna do a mix f wat u nd cheski said.....i'll tell u wat hppnd l8er...

wel....abou da i love you thing....mebbe its a simple reason...

mebbe u dont really love ne1 enuff 2 say it....or else ur rlly shy....wen its da rite person nd rite tym....believe me..u wont be able 2 stop sayin it!!!!!!

peace!!

i love sex... been a long time for me though.

as long as you don't just see girls as a piece of ass...

dont got a prob wit u talking about it all the time.

alrite later. byebye ttyl.

<3, katie

ohh wowww...thankyouthankyou<33 haha. :DDD

&&i know how it feels to be afraid to say "i love you" [as i said in my last comment on this entry]. love is a really big word, and you shouldn't say it until you feel that you mean it. so take your time and do what feels right. :] good luck!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

maybe it's because you don't want to say it if you don't really mean it? it's reasonable to be afraid...hell, i get a little nervous myself of saying it because i'm afraid i'll lose the one i love...but that's just me. just do what feels right. :] good luck!! i hope things work out for you!!

&&awwe, thank you<3 yeah, things have been going really good lately. :] thanks for the comment!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

awwe, that's terrible. i'm so sorry. :[

&&haha, thank you!! :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Wow, school until 6? That's insane! I could not handle that. That's nice of you to set up your friends! I wish my friends would do that!
<3 calista

She will be a good influence on you if you let her. Work to get her back, stop of the things you know you do is wrong, and go after her. She needs you and you need her.

Keep trying.

Keep this entry exactly as it is--with the truth and any typos and whatever....then print it and give it to her. Saying you're hoenst and sincere is important...but sometimes...man, a girl needs to KNOW. She needs to SEE the good in you. And that's the most clear-cut way. I mean, it's time to give up some dgnity so she knows you're actually into her.

That, anyway, is what I'd suggest you do. Besides...evereything you want her to see is written here, right? ^_^

I'm an 18 year old bisexual female, just in case you need the bio. :-P